Dilemma...maybe

Since when I become so bad at expressing myself or my opinions. Maybe since I left university. Seems like when I graduated.I left out a lot of important things. Since I graduated I rarely participated in anythings. I just go with the flows as my friend said. Graduated - interviewed - posted - and now teaching for almost two years. Can I blame the environment at school? or should I blame myself? I'm restraining myself a lot at school. And I started to care so much about what other people's will say. Is it patience or is it being a coward? I have a lot of things in my mind but I can't express it somehow. Sometimes I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. I also feel like that I'm getting bad at the things that used to be good at.

A moment to remember cause maybe this year its going to be hard to gather like this. Since everyone has their own responsibility plus new family.

Lets try again

Hello my dear blog... Haven't visited you for like almost one year but today just got the feeling to come here. Reading wadah shi blog really like give me inspiration plus I have been thinking lately that I really should start writing again...it is the only way to improve my broken grammar and my writing skills. So here I am...Lets try again. Shall we? Ya ALLAH gives me strength:)