Part 2

2. Super Junior Comeback

Seriously I want to spazz about Suju comeback with wadah shi but since its quite impossible right now...I end up increasing my number of post in sj-world and putting statement about them in fb. Even though I know, only certain people will understand. For me, that's enough.

Actually before suju comeback, I have been thinking how long will I stay in this lovely fandom, since I'm already 24 by the way. To other people it must be such a childish hobby and waste of time but SUJU really means a lot to me.

When I saw Miinah MV, I said to myself that I will be here for a long time. Then I read the interview about how the boys finally speaking up about hankyung, kangin appearance in the fan meeting...all this make me love and respect suju more. Being an ELFs is such a wonderful experience. I love seeing the other ELFs really put their all efforts in ensuring suju comeback is daebak.

The important things I learned from suju is about friendship and staying together even in the midst of trouble. Enduring hardship and still moving on towards your dreams. Learn to open up and appreciate the people around you.

Since I have been feeling left out from my other 'gang' due the fact that I'm really not good with replying messages and keep in touch with other people, suju really taught how important it is to really appreciate your friends. I need to work harder to be a better friends for others.

TO BE CONTINUE...

yes...i'm nervous

People usually make mistakes when they are nervous. I usually tell people that. But i always thought that I have way past that stage cause i have been train how to get thorough those situation.

Unexpectedly yesterday i spell words wrongly because of my nervousness during my discussion with my supervisor . i still don't know why I'm so nervous every time i have meeting with my supervisor. She was nice and motherly type but somehow when she was in front of me i can't seem to speak fluently or correctly. I kept messing up my grammar and now even my spelling going haywire...

I even start questioning my proficiency because of the this incidents. Hopefully i can go through this situation somehow and maybe i will learned something from this experience.

i miss these moments....

celebrating hari raya around KL



everyone is too busy now days following their own path

sanik doing master

rahma working at putrajaya

tola at lahad datu

sudir doing his practical teaching at Ampang, KL

lost contact with dula...but he graduated already from UM

almost forgot arvin in his final year at UIA

still i believe friendship can last forever...

It is easy to lose sight of what is important

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids
on a merry-go-around?
Or listened to the rain
slapping on the ground
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music won't last

# Somehow these words described my feelings
I have been too busy lately
Extremely tired
Assignments,classes, collecting data..
i know its normal for a final year students to be busy..
But i also want to create more beautiful memories with my friends
i want to cherish and hold on to this memories
Since its going to be hard to see each other after graduating

Pray to Allah that I will be next...

When i see this picture again, I seriously pray that i will be able to graduate successfully. Right now, with all the problems I faced to complete my PSM sometimes I doubt myself...can I make it on time? Can i really graduated? Why in the world did I choose this topic in the first place?

Lately my body its not really in a good shape...keeps feeling tired because I'm having trouble to sleep at night. I'm still looking for the reasons...maybe I think too much.

However, this is my final semester...I need to go all out and make it.