Part 2

2. Super Junior Comeback

Seriously I want to spazz about Suju comeback with wadah shi but since its quite impossible right now...I end up increasing my number of post in sj-world and putting statement about them in fb. Even though I know, only certain people will understand. For me, that's enough.

Actually before suju comeback, I have been thinking how long will I stay in this lovely fandom, since I'm already 24 by the way. To other people it must be such a childish hobby and waste of time but SUJU really means a lot to me.

When I saw Miinah MV, I said to myself that I will be here for a long time. Then I read the interview about how the boys finally speaking up about hankyung, kangin appearance in the fan meeting...all this make me love and respect suju more. Being an ELFs is such a wonderful experience. I love seeing the other ELFs really put their all efforts in ensuring suju comeback is daebak.

The important things I learned from suju is about friendship and staying together even in the midst of trouble. Enduring hardship and still moving on towards your dreams. Learn to open up and appreciate the people around you.

Since I have been feeling left out from my other 'gang' due the fact that I'm really not good with replying messages and keep in touch with other people, suju really taught how important it is to really appreciate your friends. I need to work harder to be a better friends for others.

TO BE CONTINUE...

i haven't write in here for so long cause seriously i don't know if i can get used to this blogger thing. Still to preserve my language, i need to work hard on this...
There actually couples of things I want to talk about but since i cannot met up if my best friends...everything just piled up right now. Luckily its not that serious i hope.

1. My Little Adventure

Originally I was supposed to look for jobs around JB and Skudai. Learn how to manage myself independently. Feels what is like to be responsible for myself especially in terms of money. How is it like hunting for jobs? If I get a job then I can use the money to make a trip to the places that I really wish to go.

However, during this month things really don't work the way I want it to be. Still I learn a lot.
- how to mingle with others (housemate)
- cook 'ayam masak kicap'. Even though i did almost cut my thums into half..hehe. The scar is still visible.
- going through interviews
- making phone calls asking for jobs.

All in all, i thinks its a good experience. Even though i'm quite disappointed with myself for not looking hard enough maybe...TO BE CONTINUE

The state of my mind right now...

I'm in a no mood situation right now...

I feel like i don't want to do anything...

even though est exams is tomorrow...

psm need to be corrected and sent by 13/4 at least

dr.halim assignment etc...

still need to find a way to motivate myself...

putri himnae seyo...

Memory Pictures

This picture was taken during standard 6 in sk pasir putih. One of my old friends tag this photo in facebook...really want to thank her
It has been such a long time...it brought back so many memories
Hmmm...being a final years students make me miss a lot of things.



Picture of Sabahan and Sarawakian students...Hope we all can go back to our state and fulfill our responsibility as Daie:)

Tesl Night 2010/3/20

The last Tesl Night before we graduate. We miss WADAH shii....

Nothing interesting happened. Our "instant' performance was quite embarrassing actually. Not only we sang off key, but also we did not know the melody of the songs. Thankfully it was only among Teslian. At least, i have good dinner. Something unexpected happen when we were on our way back, we make a wrong turning and end up losing our ways...haha. Four years in Johor still we did not really know our ways
around...All in all, still want to congratulate the second years batch for organizing the Tesl Night with only 13 members in class...the 13 numbers remind me of Super Junior...and suju were actually having their concert in stadium bukit jalil at the same time. Feeling sad and restless because i can't afford to go...isk3x

Becoming a housewife?

i came accross a very interesting article written by Maria Zain in Forward magazine (Issue 41, Nov 2009); entitled The Dying Birth Rate - and its abstract debate.

i will not be nagging about how exactly men and women are responsible for the declining birth rate, etc, but i would like to share a very interesting point that really caught my attention..

"for women who want to stay at home for the sake of their children, they should be allowed to, without being belittled or marginalised. feminists have been busy campaigning for equal rights to education and employment. so women should have the equal rights to be home-makers if they wish to be" Maria Zain

being forced to go to work
i heard too many opinions regarding this issue from my colleagues. and don't be surprise if i can conclude that 3/4 of them have a dream of becoming a housewife. some may find it as the best way to find serenity, and the other may find it as a way out from their stressful life as a student (i.e. quit from studies, get married and stay at home. is it as simple as this?).

apparently, most women out there are being forced to go to work, especially due to the social expectation, where women should venture outside of their homes and search for employment. familiar with these statements?

"it's good to work"

"it's great to earn money, especially when you had already put all your effort in your studies. if you don't go to work, it will be such a waste."

"it's for your own good. at least you will have 'back up' if something happen to your spouse"


successful women are always seen as those depicted with flourishing careers, a late marriage and even later children. while women who stay at home, cook family meals and keep the house clean are perceived as uneducated and not have the qualification to get a job.

it's pretty pathetic that most of the women out there work because the surrounding expect them to work (not because of their own passion or interest). their parents expect them to work. their in laws expect them to work, the government expect them to work, and even sometimes the husband expect them to work as well. in short, women are being discouraged from taking care of their family home and their children.

make your own choice
it doesn't matter whether a woman goes to work or not. it is just a matter of how the woman play her roles effectively, either at the office or at home. it would be great if a woman can jump into the society, contribute her skills and wisdom for the betterment of the ummah; but to look down on those who stay at home, doing the full-time childbearing chores; is totally not a right thing to do. don't forget that the "good housewives" are the ones that contribute in creating a loving environment at home and producing more high quality human capitals to our nation for the next generation.

thus, we should not expect that every woman to go to work nor every woman should be a housewife because every individual is different, thus making every family unique. instead, make your own choice. figure out which will bring out the best within you. there is no right or wrong answer in this case. create better lines for open communication within the marriage so that you and your spouse will come to a
consensus to make the best decision.

credit to: http://humm-bintusoleh.blogspot.com/

p/s: hmmm...that's why for me i really hate the words expectation. People have expectation of what we should we become instead of asking what do we want to become?

yes...i'm nervous

People usually make mistakes when they are nervous. I usually tell people that. But i always thought that I have way past that stage cause i have been train how to get thorough those situation.

Unexpectedly yesterday i spell words wrongly because of my nervousness during my discussion with my supervisor . i still don't know why I'm so nervous every time i have meeting with my supervisor. She was nice and motherly type but somehow when she was in front of me i can't seem to speak fluently or correctly. I kept messing up my grammar and now even my spelling going haywire...

I even start questioning my proficiency because of the this incidents. Hopefully i can go through this situation somehow and maybe i will learned something from this experience.